Psalm 13: 5-6

But I trust in your unfailing love. I will rejoice because you have rescued me. I will sing to the Lord because he is good to me.

Many personalities

Lately I've been having many different emotions all mixed in one.  Sometimes, it's hard for me to handle all the things going through my head.  I often have to just sit and stare off into space for a little while, doodle, or take a relaxing shower.  By the time I've come back to reality, I realize all the time that was wasted and get upset as a result.  These are my 'I am's lately:

• I am a coward- someone who will hide behind a wonderfully semi perfected personality of being the content one in society.  
• I am a phobic- afraid of getting hurt, so always smile through everything and try to push myself down before someone else does.
• I am a performer- Life is my stage
• I am a lier- constantly lying to those around me to keep them happy or to keep myself from getting hurt 
• I am a naive planner- things not going the way I planned makes me anxious and stressed beyond belief. 
• I am a wishful thinker- Always having expectations of those around me.
• I am a tired traveler- exhausted from all the acts put up, all the let downs, and unexpected detours. 
• But in the end... I am a believer.

Isaiah 41:10

¹⁰ Fear not, for I am with you;
      Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
      I will strengthen you,
      Yes, I will help you,
      I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’ 

Psalm 25:16-17

16 Turn Yourself to me, and have mercy on me, For I am desolate and afflicted. 17 The troubles of my heart have enlarged; Bring me out of my distresses!