Lately I've been having many different emotions all mixed in one. Sometimes, it's hard for me to handle all the things going through my head. I often have to just sit and stare off into space for a little while, doodle, or take a relaxing shower. By the time I've come back to reality, I realize all the time that was wasted and get upset as a result. These are my 'I am's lately:
- I am a coward- someone who will hide behind a wonderfully semi perfected personality of being the content one in society.
- I am a phobic- afraid of getting hurt, so always smile through everything and try to push myself down before someone else does.
- I am a performer- Life is my stage
- I am a lier- constantly lying to those around me to keep them happy or to keep myself from getting hurt
- I am a naive planner- things not going the way I planned makes me anxious and stressed beyond belief.
- I am a wishful thinker- Always having expectations of those around me.
- I am a tired traveler- exhausted from all the acts put up, all the let downs, and unexpected detours.
- But in the end... I am a believer.
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